But its hard, to be the better person and keep check of my actions and how it would affect my life in the long run. I have been good, but not great, there have been times where I had slipped into the abyss of it all. But I realize I am not that much of an engaging person, and I am beginning to want to seclude myself from everything now that ( Read more... )

My thoughts are my deadliest companions and have been my mental blockers from trying to establish a relationship ....a meaningful relationship with someone in the romantic sense ( Read more... )

Ode to Gertrude- Hamlet’s mother ( Read more... )

Title- A conversation ( Read more... )

I am not fully awake, both my mind,body and soul feels sluggish. This has been a reoccurring theme in my life, and its been really hard to snap out of it. I can sit in front of the tv and/or computer for hours at a time and not do anything productive, and I have sat in front of the tv and computer for hours at a time and watched the clock magically ( Read more... )

Traveling by plane, in all its irritation is really fun! I am excited beyond excited to go home, see my friends and family and work on my application essay to UT, well more like application essays since there are two essays. Oh the ramblings of rambling women, what would bob dylan think about me now? ( well I doubt he would have much to criticize ( Read more... )

I want to remember the feeling I used to get ( Read more... )

Here is a story worth telling in all its glory! Earlier this afternoon while I was walking to my bus with Eddie, I passed the little hallway where the little chair was. I was pleasantly surprised, well more like ecstatic to see that the chair was still there. I knew then that the chair and I were meant to be! So I rolled it, with a little help from ( Read more... )

there was this yellow rolling chair, sitting idly in a little nook of a crowded school. and on this mustard like yellow rolling chair was a single little yellow post-it declaring "take-me". oh how the chair wanted to be away from that little nook of a crowded school and to feel the warmth of someones bottom on it once again. but its a lost cause ( Read more... )

and a headache that really doesnt want to go away. im going to join a gym sometime in the next to weeks. I need to loose 20+ pounds! its only 10 dollars a month which isnt really bad considering everywhere else I called.
in other news im starting a blog....secret love letters type of blog ...things you always wanted to tell someone but couldnt.... ( Read more... )