Im A DorK!

I wanna feel the same way as you do, I want that connection that want that need that you feel. But theres something holding me back, It feels like someone just stabbing me in the heart! A big black whole. So badly i want this pain to go away. But it isnt. Love is ruining my LIFE! You know who you are, your the one that is taking my emotions and not ( Read more... )

Its Very difficult to sit and watch everyone around you have someone to hug and kiss and do all the cute things your missing out on through the holidays...

So i just wrote this whole thing and then it erased.... grr i hate it when that happens! so gary is officially out of the picture, ive decided. he is the most cynical person the biggest lying jerk that walked this earth, he only cares about himself and whats in for himself. im not dealing with him anymore. Anyways on the other hand i have this ( Read more... )

-cool cool weekend...

-NOT!!

-grounded again.

-me and hailee decided to go to burmingham at like 3 in the morning

-and we got caught and in big big trouble.

-we to garys friends church it was really cool

-they flung cards at our heads

-ryan in my 5th hour keeps touching my butt

-i love gary

-i dont know if we're back together though, not ( Read more... )

- So i guess me and gary are done for a while ( Read more... )

Hurt

Jelousy

loneliness

love

God

stress

feelings... that cannot be changed.

Fix it

Believe it

Understand

~His Angel

Happy Halloween!!!

comment and tell me what your costume is, whos is the scariest, whos is the weirdest, whos is the prettiest.... are you a winner?

life sux ( Read more... )

Got a car!!!!! finally.. its a 1999 neon. very nice. Doesnt have a cd player. But we can fix that ay?

Home coming sucked ass. I miss gary. Bad music.

LAST DANCE!!!!! the last football game at northern there will be a following dance that will take place for all northern students. Jamie and I are taking care of the music so no worries. and there is ( Read more... )