Sitting at work, killing time. The boy and I are supposed to be going on a walk and/or grabbing ice cream when I get off in an hour. I haven't heard from him all day, so I'm just really hoping he doesn't get distracted like last week and forget... if he does, I don't think I'll be quite as offended (ie. pissed) as last time, just really ( Read more... )

Okay. Update. Right.

The boy and I have progressed... yes? Well. Here's the down low: We agreed to go out again last Saturday, but he got wrapped up with homework and so that didn't end up happening, which made me pissed because I thought he was blowing me off (which he wasn't, I just overreacted). Then that night we ended up at the same party. We ( Read more... )

Thinking about how I get to see you tomorrow
- safe if your arms -
sends my heart beating the inside of my chest
like a jackhammer
against dirty cement.

I’m a lucky girl
to know the touch of your lips to the crook of my neck.
I wish we could stay that way
forever.
Throw me one more glance
and I may fall for good.

Catch me.

I want to apologize that I haven't been reading your guy's entries as of late. This term is so incredibly stressful for me, and I'm not talking about my boy issues here. I'm in five classes (all homework heavy, one of which requires outside rehearsals), a showcase that rehearses four times a week, improv club that meets twice a week, and such. So, ( Read more... )

Okay. After a long, emotional night of crying, holding back screams, and being just goddamn angry at him, I've calmed down a lot. And in calming down, I've been able to look at things a whole lot clearer. So, in turn, I came up with this conclusion.

I'm giving him three and a half weeks.

Three and a half weeks to show him what he could have with me. ( Read more... )

Well fuck. I can't concentrate on homework, so I'm gonna do a rant having to do with my entry that happened yesterday. All having to do with my date.

The Good Part

So. The boy, Scott, and I had our date. We went to Lithia Park and had our picnic, which was really nice and very low key. I brought pitas, PB&J's, and strawberries, and he brought juice ( Read more... )

He kissed me.

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My picnic date is tomorrow. Oh goodness.


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Two days ago it would have been our one year anniversary. While I still believe breaking up was for the best and while I may be head-over-heels for the current guy I'm very much into...

I can't help being sad. I miss him.

Good news: The Boy and I decided on a picnic-date for this Saturday!

Bad news: My directing scene for tomorrow sucks hardcore.