I think my emotional state over blew my thought about my mental health in my last post, but i'm still gonna get checked out, cause i know i need help

I've been thinking about the other night (well to be honest its the only thing i can think about) when my mind flipped out and i offended a dear friend :( it was like i was aware of what was going on, but not in control til it was too late, this was the same case as when it happened before :( and the thing is i've been doing research about this, ( Read more... )

i've been feeling really down the past 2 days, and still my parents find a way to make me feel even worse ( Read more... )

Yesterday i said something to a really awesome friend that a wish i hadnt, and now i'm afraid that i'll loose her friendship. :( I dont know what happened, my brain flipped out and out it came, its like someone else was in the driving seat and i was locked up in the back. i dont know why this happens to me, i guess its a mental condition, from all ( Read more... )

well, news of the day, i find gerrard, from my chemical romance, attractive, and if i had the chance i'd make out with him *blushes*

well today was uber hot, i was lazing in my garden with just shorts on lol. and i was chilling watching all the baby birds learning about stuff hehe, they're so cute! we have about 3 nests in out garden, so there are lots. its so funny though, this one was hopping around and eating flowers hehe, it was like "ooh! pretty! *munch munch*" teehee ( Read more... )

today i've had deja vu, not once, but twice ( Read more... )

Holy balonie!, i havnt updated this thing in over 2 months, whoops ( Read more... )

oh man! nightwish rocked soooo much tonight! :D it was one of the best experiences of my life :D i'm still buzzing from it lol, amazingly awesome doesnt even come close to descibing them!

wow, i havnt updated my journal in 2 weeks, oops *blushes ( Read more... )