I am so bad for not updating. I just... things have been so bumpy lately. Tony and I are still together but I feel like he's distanced himself from me. I almost feel sort of used. Like, when he wants to cuddle and hug and kiss he's all for it, but sometimes I need it and he's not interested. Thanksgiving was good, we didn't fight for the entire 24 ( Read more... )

So I spoke with Tony about moving in with him. It was really hard cuz I didn't wanna hurt him, but he took it well. I told him that I talked with my friends about it, and they said for the past few weeks, he's all I've talked about, and they even felt neglected because I chill with him more than I do with them. I don't want him to be the only ( Read more... )

Tony asked me to move in with him. Am I ready for this??? And almost as important, what will my mom say?!?

I actually *forgot* that I had a LJ!! Cici asked me today why I had not updated in so long and I realized that I was unaware of my journal's presence in my life!! *Unfortunately*, I don't have time to write right now, so I'll fill you all in later. The jist of things, though, is that I've been doing well in school, and Tony and I are doing great, ( Read more... )

So it's Monday, and the entire weekend has passed without my knowing it!! Where did the time go ( Read more... )

Back to school today. I HATE going back to classes. I just want to stay with Tony all day. *Heart ( Read more... )

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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So it's fall break, but I'm at home anyway because I live in this stupid town. I wish I could get out of this town!! I want to live in a big city. Huge. Where people have teeth. (Ok, so a lot of people here have teeth, but some don't and the ratio is still scary.) I watched Tony do a piss-canon today. AWESOME. I haven't been doing much lately with ( Read more... )

I am so excited-- IT'S FALL BREAK! And we won our football game! :-)

~Natalie

So today is Day One of Live Journal Adventure! Short bio: Je m'appelle Natalie. I live in Tulsa, I'm a first-year student at TU, but I dream of going to NYU when I can afford it. (HA.) I'm 18, and I've never been out of the state. I love punk and emo music, and I spend a lot of time online downloading as much as I can. Of course my friends know all ( Read more... )