Just so we're all aware, I'm pretty sure I'm nuts. And very good at making rash decisions. And I may have temporarily lost my direction in life.

I need a GPS .

I’ve been making lists and charts like crazy lately, so I figure my life in a list would be appropriate for an update of my life as well ( Read more... )

I miss having friends, or friends who I can see on at least a monthly basis. This past week has just really hit me hard, how much everything has changed/is changing. I'm thriving on the idea that everything is changing and can't wait for it to happen... yet I would give anything for it to stay the same, or go back to what it was.

I found myself ( Read more... )

Does anyone else find it crazy that tomorrow is August?? The summer is 3/4 done already. I sent home 13 far to bouncy little girls today... it was a pretty great session overall. I was bitten only twice, thrown-up on once, and only had one severely violent outburst towards my staff (but it was a doosy, let me tell you. Ashby, you would have loved ( Read more... )

So life is odd lately. Nothing is going as I need it too, or want it too rather, and I am in a constant state of panic. But I handle it well. But at the same time, I get the greatest pleasure doing nothing more than sitting on my rock on the forgotten trail, watching the wind rustle the branches of the tree above me. I miss my school loves more ( Read more... )

A list of things that make me happy (because when I crash later this week, I’m going to need some reminding ( Read more... )

My life in quick re-cap:

* Graduation is soon approaching, leaving me with very mixed emotions. Like everyone, I’m ready to be done with school, but sad to leave my friends. But for me there’s another level. I’m ready to leave the state, to be done with Maine for a time being, and am doing everything in my power to get out of here. We’ll see how it ( Read more... )

Dreams are expensive, dude.

you know what? when life turns to shambles, and you really don't know what end is up, it really really is your friends who get you though.
And maybe a little bit of wine.
But definately, definately your friends.

thats all

I think my life had exploded. Or imploded, because on the outside, I’m pretty damn calm. But not on the inside. Every time i think about certian things right now, I'm convinced that I'm going to throw up. I can't even sit still long enough to type a simple article review becuase i get to panic-y and have to litterally get up and walk it off. There ( Read more... )