So, as it turns out, this is how I operate:

1. realization of bad situation
2. attempt to change/deal with situation... because, "thats how life works"
3. heartbreak and depleating sadness

There is a difference, between what you learn from experience, and what you try to learn from other peoples' experiences. What I have found is helpful, is the moment, when you hear about someone elses experience, and are able to relate to one you are in now. It helps to look at situations from a different perspective. For example, my boss is ( Read more... )

I love the way you sing-talk ( Read more... )

"the way we kiss at night, I thought you knew ( Read more... )

Boy. Boy. Boy. Boy. Boy. Boy. Boy. Boy.
Chest hair
Making me wait so long
Cooking amazing food
Beard. Beard. Beard. Beard. Beard.
Flannel
Savers
beard.kissing.cuddling
:D

"Sometimes I just want to grab you by the back of the neck, and make you with you, hard."

Getting druuuuuuunk off 4 beers 
???? How does that happen

Also made out with a married man.
I feel like a horrible person.

but I'm probably just horny.

Somedays
It feels like someone 
turned the gravity 
up

to pull my heart down
and the sides of any smile
I have left

It makes me
drag my feet
and sometimes hang my head

but mostly

I just want my bed

I'm going to River Falls
I'm going to see Bcleve
I'm going to spend some quality time 
getting to know him
and kissing him
and learning about him
and adventuring with him

And I'm counting down the hours
and I'm even going to shave my legs
and I hope that my hopes
aren't too high
but
They are only as high
as he gets me

"I would rather hang with you than get drunk ( Read more... )

I don't think if I were getting married I would want to change my last name. My last name is wonderful, unique, quite fitting, and overall fun. I like that it represents me and my heritage/family and it is part of who I am. I would however consider hyphenating my name ( Read more... )