Today I've been bumming cause ( Read more... )

I've got this uneasy feeling ( Read more... )

had the worst nightmare ever that Duluth was under attack by Zombie-type things but you didn't have to kill them you just had to outrun them and Dan wasn't really around and I was staying in this huge building (maybe the DECC or something similar) that was right near the lake but downtown and tons of people had found reffuge in this building also ( Read more... )

Your lips remind me of little pillows,
soft and welcoming

puckered in my direction,
prepared for a landing
of mine with yours

a connection
of simple pleasure
that pauses

and the seconds tick by
and I feel the crevices in your lips
and your mustache poking

and time stops
until we pull apart
and you jolt me back

to a reality
flooded
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"while we were sleeping last night I was feeling up your butt a bit. I would just wake up and it would be right there waiting for me to grab it so I would rub it and give it a little squeeze and go back to sleep"

"you can squeeze me anywhere while I'm sleeping, I love it"

MY BOYFRIEND ROCKS! YES YOU CAN FEEL MY BUTT WHENEVER YOU WANT, EVEN IF I'M

Last night Dan came over after work and he and I went out to Carmodys with Eliza and Dave and Mariel. And of course, there was good music, and good beer and a good time was had by all. But I was so distracted all night and I hate that. I was distracted by Rick and his presence in the bar. I was distracted by him looking at me through the corner of ( Read more... )

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Writing from 2/15/13- a day without my phone in the cities away from this boy who has brought me so much bliss in the last month, its uncanny ( Read more... )

Seriously struggling.

"Rick," he turned his head very quickly, "I dont want to see you anymore." I said it. Bluntlly, matter of factly, sternly.
"Fair enough"
"You make me feel like shit" 
"I'm sorry I make you feel that way, I suppose you'd like me to leave now"
"yeah..."
long pause, no eye contact. He knows he uses me, he knows he's a dick.
"I hope we can be friends somtime ( Read more... )