Wow. I remember when everyone used to use this thing!!! We would all updated like once a day. SHITTT. That was a long time ago. Now when I actually write something in here it feel like a straight up writing in a dairy, cause none of us ever go on here anymore ( Read more... )

I'm sorry

ahhh.
The only guy that actually gives a fuck is wayyyyyyyyy to old for me. It's just a weird situation!

So after lots and lots and lots of thinking and asking a few friends I decided to text devon telling him how I STILL feel about him. I told him that I just wanted to get something off my chest and he didn't need to say anything back, but that I still really like him. And that I really care about him and that he's one of those people I want in my ( Read more... )

Damn.
Sometimes I wonder how different it would of been if we were together now.

Please don't do this.

I'm trying.

You only have one life to live!

ive really just been thinking alot about him lately and he was in my dream last night and it was amazing.
But then when i woke up i realized how much everything sucks and it made me want to go back to bed.
I hate it. It feels like i would do anything to have that back.
fuck last summer,

 So my mom told me today that Liz my neighbor and best friend growing up got married last weekend ( Read more... )