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 I had a dream last night.  Those things mess with your head.

Feeling like this is a good weekend.  Good times in Lancaster last night, I think it was an appropriate enough 21st birthday for Ryan.  Thinking I might be allergic to the rats, as my throat closed up again this weekend.  Oh well.  I'm optimistic.  Things are going well enough for now.  Here's to hoping it can last.

This is bugging me.  Maybe it's the fact that the dreamer is all that's left, and the fact that I never move closer to the dreams.  I've got a pretty picture of who I would like to be.  So why am I still the same old person I've always been?  Afraid of change?  Or unable ( Read more... )

I'm lame.  It's sad, really.  But I am a super lame-o ( Read more... )

Hooray for liquid liberation!

And seriously, don't believe me if I say I don't dance.  Just get me another drink.

you'd better watch the way you look at me
someone might get a broken heart
someone might take it seriously
so if you mean it, temporarily
baby I could write a book
better watch the way you look

you'd better watch the way you kiss me
those promises on your lips
I might take them seriously
so if you mean it, temporarily
if I'm not at the top of your list
you'd ( Read more... )

Fitter, happier, more productive,
comfortable,
not drinking too much,
regular exercise at the gym
(3 days a week),
getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries ,
at ease,
eating well
(no more microwave dinners and saturated fats),
a patient better driver,
a safer car
(baby smiling in back seat),
sleeping well
(no bad dreams),
no ( Read more... )