so i never write in this thing but i don't have a journal and eventhough no one may read this ever i feel it theraputic to write something. My mother's going to die and i don't know when it will be. It could be in one year it could be in 20 but her health will detiriorate the longer it takes anyway. My mother has had meningitis 4 times. Each time ( Read more... )

so san diego is burning again..... theirs a fire by otay a fire in east county and a fire from los angeles to solana beach..... so far rancho bernardo, rancho santa fe and solana beach are on fire.... 250,000 peeople have been evacuated..... schools are cancelled, jobs are cancelled and everyone is scared as fuck

i have neeeeeeeevvvvvvvvverrrrrrrrrr loved anyone as much as i love luis right now!!!!!!!! luis i love u!!!!!!!!!!

Around 250 million dollars found in a house in mexico city. i wish i had a piece. i'm soo brok i have 2 dollars in the bank. my car got towed. that's 300 dollars i don't have to pay it. and my parents r going to pay it. my mom literally has noooooooo money at all even if she wanted to she couldn't in my dad doesn't want to "invest" any money in ( Read more... )

i'm not okay. i hate when people ask if ur okay and u feel obliged to say yes. well i'm not i'm not okay.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i need tooo get reallly really drunk and make out with someone badly!!!! i't s been like a whole 2 weeks!!!!!!!!

so today was not a good day.... first friday i stole a test in spanish and gave it to my friends. i didn't even look at it... but since i'm the one who snagged it.. i'm the one that will be punished.. they don't know who did it yet but when they find out it was me i will be expelled... even though i didn't even cheat ( Read more... )

this is a private entry for a reason so don't tell anyone ( Read more... )

renatta's starting to pull out her hair again... and it hurts me soo much. i can't bear to see her go through that pain again. she's been dianosed with this disease. it's people that pull out their hair but it's no that easy. it's looked at like OCD. it's like cutting yourself only cutting on an OCD level like u can't just stop like cutting. It's ( Read more... )

today is my 18th birthday ( Read more... )