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should i feel guilty that this pre-A level period has been pretty pleasant for me?
or maybe i should feel worried.

but i really do love my parents i've been showered with love and if parental support could guarantee me As, i'll get Astars.

i stayed up till one am last night and i've finally finished "possession" by a.s.byatt
after reading the last page 
it was so beautiful i felt like crying

"What is it? My dear?" 
"Ah, how can we bear it?" 
"Bear what?" 
"This. For so short a time. How can we sleep this time away?" 
"We can be quiet together, and pretend - since it is only the beginning ( Read more... )

i've been reading snatches of poetry and byatt in between slacking, feeling guilty about slacking and the sporadic studying
possession by a.s.byatt has an apparent "magnetic readability" according to the guardian and it is wonderfully sensuous and very magnetic but i've been reading it for months now at page 363 with the last quarter to go it's like ( Read more... )

tonight i'll say goodbye
and tomorrow i'll meet with sinking heart

today while reading great expectations on the sofa after dinner i received two mosquito bites from a very voracious mosquito out there which BETTER BE satiated. i hope its having a stomach upset from too much food grr ( Read more... )

today-
i really don't feel like studying
i miss my brother
i just want to sit somewhere and talk to someone, properly without feeling worried/guilty (which can only happen after prelims)
i wrote a really cruddy essay for GP: yes, GP Qn 2 (Nothing is worth dying for) is REALLY not worth dying for damnit
i received a really cute post-it set from grace-the ( Read more... )

its 0112 and i'm about to sleep. before blocks two i blogged about staying up late and feeling the cool night breeze but i think prelims and a levels gives you a totally different perspective about things. i occasionally inhale torrents of cigarette smoke from the dude that's smoking 3 floors down and i gag but that passed temporarily
i'm sort of ( Read more... )

i just had an epiphany and i feel like a more mature person hahaha. after math athena, yina jingwei and i went to eat at a northern indian restaurant nearby and walking home, lulling over conversations both in the restaurant and on the bus and i just realised. and i feel its pretty significant, to me at least.

school has been a mishmash of lessons interspersed by worry. history has been a blast lately: mr miles regales us stories and jokes and general melodrama. i think the fact that global economy is just so iffy plays a part. but i really like the topic: the part of me that once wanted to study economic history never really disappeared entirely. ( Read more... )