yeah. it sucks to have your heart broken twice in one year. but that seems to be the going rate for me. i hate boys, i hate being there for someone only to have them completely destroy you, and most of all i hate being lied to ( Read more... )

my shit is so glorious right now. never before has it been possible to witness such a happy mariah dean. this newfound glory can be attributed to a few things upto and including an amazing boy who has swept me off my feet, a new job that for once doesnt suck, and the fact that i just ate a stolen salmon dinner ( Read more... )

this weekend was interesting? umm. no. definitely very good. i had much fun on fridaty at the fireside for glass candy et al. danced my drunk ass off. it was glorious. sat was spent in the burbs at a graduation party for one of my favorite little girls and then i went to another party back in the city ( Read more... )

so theres this boy. we could call him my boyfriend. maybe manfriend is better since hes five years older. anyway. talk about sweet mixtapes. just got one w/ teenage fanclub, the thermals, t. rex, mazzy star, primal scream, spiritualized, slowdive, the vaselines and more. pretty safe to say that i am quite smitten, but so is he. this shit is fucking ( Read more... )

yeah man. im still a fucking drunk, but my shit is going good. super good. last night.....yeah the pink section is very bad for sobriety. very good for producing funriah and im really not sure why following cj's lead w/ maddog seemed like a great idea, or why i decided i needed to the the giant size. but it worked so well that i woke up drunk just ( Read more... )

mariah dean has been a happy drunk for the past couple of weeks. not too functional, but pretty fucking happy ( Read more... )

for once medium mariah dean is happy and updating the livejournal. friendster has been consuming most of my internet energy as of late, but here i am. Stereolab rules. i have been listening to this album forever and esp. Les Yper-Sound (track 4) on repeat. makes me very smiley ( Read more... )

bling just told me i look like new york...i think that means that he does not approve of all black and big hair when it is this beautiful out. fuck that. i like black ( Read more... )

today i had a bizarre taste in my mouth...and for some reason i felt like it was the taste of someone else's mouth whom i kissed. but i dont remember kissing anyone for at least 4 weeks so im wondering if that is just another thing i might be forgetting about saturday night. but if i did kiss someone thats cool because missing out on the makeout is ( Read more... )

and the rain is seriously wiping out all motivation that i might possibly have to go find myself a job. boo to that. i have however emailed a good 10 resumes to places that i am probably not qualified at all to work at. sweet ( Read more... )