I think too much, I depress myself, & I'm tired of waiting.

Aside from that.. I'm scared, I'm worn out, & I'm growing up too fast yet again.

Life in general is pretty good. There's just a few maybe major things I'd like to tweek a bit.

We'll see where this month takes me.

Today's my kittys very first birthday!! Well, yesterday now.. 27th.. 
I gave her a french fry from Burger King =)

Paul comes home from Atlantic City tomorrow!
I work tomorrow =(

Sunday I'm supposed to be working fucking 7am until 9 at night. <-- VISITORS & PHONE CALLS PLEASE

Finally start road lessons Monday.. stupid. I don't like cars.. I don't like ( Read more... )

I need to fucking feel again!

Sometimes there really just is nothing to a person.
Nothing.
No good.
No hope.
Nothing but shit and scum.
Maybe a little less than that even.
Try as you might to see otherwise, there's nothing of worth left.

I'm dead. fucking. tired ( Read more... )

NEWS UPDATE::
Mommy's wedding is July 22nd!! Sooo I'll be in Ohio from like the 15th to the 23rd or 24th! happyhappyhappyhappyhappy!

Only other definite thing so far this summer -- Wisdom teeth... death... August 7th. BAH

Then there's of course tons of work, prolly college crap, hopefully a bit of traveling, and I'd like to get out a lot around here ( Read more... )

So, as this beautiful Wednesday comes to a close... I don't know if I'm continually breaking down at the thought of Harley's death, or more so at the fact that I have no one on this earth to comfort me through the thought.

Day of Silence -- April 26, 2006 -- TOMORROW!

http://www.gsanetwork.org/resources/dos.html

It's been awhile. Quick update -

Paul and I broke up about three months ago, still trying to sort things out.

School's going good, finals soon.

Started talking to this guy that I was always sorta interested in since I moved here (bout two years ago). This guy is Zac. We ended up dating for a few weeks, broke things off yesterday. We both agree ( Read more... )

This is my attempt to spread Greg's entry around a little further.

URGENT! READ!! ASSIST:

"Look guys, and gals, and the two or three in betweens i got on my friends list. my band needs another guitarist. its the only thing stopping us from ruling the world with our insane metal.

so I am sure that at least one of you knows an insane proggresive ( Read more... )