In 2008 I made no resolutions.  I still don't know what I'm doing with my life.  I've been waitressing and barely supporting myself.   However, I have been supporting myself.  At the end of this month I will return to Smith and, finally, graduate.  I've re-connected with my older sister.  I've tried to focus more on myself and my needs.  In some ( Read more... )

it's that time of year where everything for school is due and then there's everything else in life.  life is only demanding if you have desires and expectations.  i've been feeling really.... jealous lately and little ie. unaccomplished and overwhelmed and just bad stuff.

i've been fighting with and picking fights w/ my bf.  he's the sweetest bf ( Read more... )

Three minute Management Course

Lesson 1: An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small Rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing?"

The eagle answered: "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

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They may be able to beat me in a race, but I can still hold my breath longer!

-went swimming w/ the sibs and we decided to see how far we could swim above and below water w/o breathing.  i won!  and then, after swimming for a few more minutes, i decided to get out of the pool b/c i was short of breath.  too young for old age to set in... gotta hit ( Read more... )

The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn like fabulous roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue center light pop and everybody goes "AWWW ( Read more... )

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It's sunny out and it's raining small droplets, but they're coming down in streams.  I'm sitting outside on the porch watching it, smelling it, and feeling the wind pick up then die down and pick up again.  I walked around in it for all of 2 seconds before coming back to just watch.. The sun just came out brighter.  I just looked at my shoulder and ( Read more... )

stolen frm lw:
every guy should know....Tell her she is beautiful, not hot Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second Kiss her on the forehead Leave her voice messages to wake up to Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with Play with her hair Pick her up, tickle her and play- ( Read more... )

There's an itchy bump on my forearm indicating that some little mosquito now has enough of my blood to breed more of itself.  First bug bite of the season!

Been seeing the fireflies blinking in the grass.  Finally saw one flying.    They blink on and then off and when they are lit again, they've moved to a whole nother area.

Smells like  ( Read more... )

Close my eyes and swallow
Figure out that I am not blind
And broken eared
Just need to disappear
Close my eyes and swallow
Figure out the need to get up out of here

I know, I know, I know, I know
By the look in your eyes it's time to go
We rub our legs like crickets
Kicking cans and stones
Make it electric, make it electric, make it electric, make it ( Read more... )