today has been a quiet day.... saw dukes of hazzard last night.. sucked... on 60 on the way home i raced two other cars.. that was fun.... i kicked their ass every time the light turned green....and their engines were screaming to catch up..but then when i hit 50 i got off the gas cuz thats the limit.. they wanna go nutso go ahead lol... umm... ( Read more... )

so today was freshmen training day..... oh joy... actually it wasnt all that bad... only 6 freshie flutes today and they did really well.... finally got to hear the music and i like jurassic park a lot.. im sure itll be a great show... i also talked to steph... and in the ...2 months? i havnt talked to her.. its nice to know we can speak to each ( Read more... )

so i got back from new york and i took her out for a ride as soon as i unpacked... god i LOVE it.... takes off life anything..lol...hung out with bobby...just chilled in my room...but its fun hanging out with him...and then Chris called me that night MAN was i fucking excited .. i love surprises like that.. i went over hung out with him... the next ( Read more... )

so ive been up here for a week now...spent a LOT of money... but hey thats what i saved for right?... been doing the yoga..bought mat bags for my mom and i... went down to canal street and bought my burberry bag:) and a burberry watch....then gifts... went to bloomingdale's yesterday....bought like 50 dollars worth of mac makeup...thats without the ( Read more... )

went to the beach thursday with susy, matt and my brother... i got royally fried...but hey lotion does miracles and now i have a b-e-a-u-tiful tan.. haha!... susy left friday for spain.. tear... i hope she has fun.. and matt left sunday for vermont UGH!! lol whole fucking month....but hey no big im leaving for new york next week for a good while ( Read more... )

so the new flip-do is much easier to handle right now... yoga is awesome .. i love it.. you sweat buckets and its a paced workout.. bikram in a hot room oh yeah... im taking them both with ma... cant wait.... ok.. so if i hav to have ANOTHER eye surgery i think ill scream.. i didnt like it the first time around.... ok so after they both leave i ( Read more... )

after much time and space to think... ive been happy... workings two jobs has been great.. im bringing in so much.... after i opend up my checking account... money is out of sight out of mind and im not spending it just saving.... although he's in arizona im having too much fun with my gal pal... she is coming from a totally different background ( Read more... )

as the year comes to a close... the world is changing everywhere around me... i cant wait for this year to be over.. the last 4-5 months has been incredibly hard.... AP exam is over with.. drum major crap is over with.. i dont think i made it.. we'll find out tomorrow.. and lee is over with.... i hav 1000 mixed feelings on him and how im dealing ( Read more... )

i hate fighting against myself...... its one of THE worst feelings ever

im so mad at you