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im losing my grasp on reality.....sometimes im so close to throwing my world away...to losing myself to the dark...i pretend to beleive that i can get thru it.... but then they appear... and swallow me up.... my heart is immediately surrendered because they have simply appeared.... everythings ok again.. how could it not be?.... i mean they're ( Read more... )

i think to much,... i want to much it seems lately..... giving it all up seems scary....but easier to get thru than what im dealing with now.. althought right now life isnt hard jus frustrating......but maybe if i make my message... things will change... whether for better or for worse..... its different from now...and all i want is to get away ( Read more... )

this is an apology, this is a plead.... this is my insanity and what keeps me going day in and day out.... read, think, comment or not..i dont even know if i will respond to your opinions...but i am tired of holding it in.........i know i have pushed you all away since everyhting happened.... some of you hav said nothing.... some of you got angry ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover


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dont bullshit me... dont go around and make excuses.... dont expand the story... answer my questions.. give me what i want.. right then..... right now....

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

January
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking andproductive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless ( Read more... )

what a lesson learned today.....relight old candles.... play with old toys... read old books,..... wear those comfy olf pjs.... catch up with old friends..... it was nice catchin up with him today.... actually hanging out with him in person.....kinda made me think of old times i missed.... that i want to reopen.... anyways if u hav someone u havnt ( Read more... )

After those first couple of times, I've come to agree, with those who say, that after that special bond, everything is stronger. Your anger, your hate, your fears, your faith, your tears, your hugs, but most important of all, your love. So when the one you love is the only one who can take the tears away, the one who knows you need that one extra ( Read more... )

.......thx aubrey for coming out today when i needed you ( Read more... )