ok, so i quit my job. my last official day was last friday, but i didn't go in. i didn't even call in sick. i just stayed home. i still need to go pick up my check, i'll go in this friday, or next. i want to just avoid that place for a while, and it's not that they fucked me over or were assholes, i just don't feel like going. especially since i ( Read more... )

this could very well possibly be a very stupid move, but i need to. if i don't i'm either gonna get fired or... i don't know... die. not litterally, but it's a huge task to get out of bed. once i start sleeping, i just want to keep sleeping. i don't want to get out of bed to go to work. it just feels like i need to dissappear for a while. and they ( Read more... )

ok, so i thought i was failing this english class, right? i was getting there excessively late majority of the time, and i was really behind on a lot of class/home work. so i figured to withdraw from the class so that i can advoid getting a F. but as it turns out, i wasn't failing. but it's too late, i already withdrew, so now i'm only a part-time ( Read more... )

nothing much is new, i think i might be failing a class or two. i have a lot of work to make up, especially for my english class. i feel terrible...

i have a boyfriend. his name is andre, and he's half irish and black, not only that but he's fat too. i likes him quite a bit, though i don't love him yet. we get along pretty well, and we like a lot of the same music, i think we act alike, and he likes video games and such, and we play dungeons and dragons together (along with a bunch of other ( Read more... )

i made the first payment today, twas kinda annoying, but i did it! and guillermo had problems with paying, but he paid his tuition too in the end, so now we're both going to laguardia and sharing a japanese class together! yay diana ( Read more... )

i'm going to laguardia tomorrow to pay off the first of about four payments. i'm also gonna check out the employment office or whatever it's called so i can get a job. i need to start getting used to sleeping earlier, so i'm gonna head to bed soon. i'm aiming for 11:00PM, seems like a good time. last night i went to bed at around 3, and woke up ( Read more... )

so i finally told my mom that i want to switch doctors, and she said it's not that easy and why. and i told her that i don't like the guy, but she wanted to know why. i didn't tell her the whole story, but the guy's an asshole. i don't like him. when i go see him by myself, he rushes me out of there, if i go with my mom or grandma; we're able to ( Read more... )

so, since the last week/few days of july my period has been coming out not as usual. first it was a few days late, like i had the first and only cramp a week before i started to see blood, and i've been bleeding since then. so i think i've stopped, but then my underware tells me otherwise and so forth. but here's the part that freaked me out the ( Read more... )

look, i'm making a LJ post. i haven't done one of these since.... last summer? i don't remember too much, i was in that really cold apartment my mom and i lived in for only a year because her stupid, but thankfully ex-boyfriend went to complain to the super that that apartment was too hot. so, to fix the problem, the land lady turned off the heat. ( Read more... )