oct 3

[pumpmaster]

it was 11 years ago today that my dad died. i didnt say goodbye, i wasnt there and i feel bad still because i feel i should have been there. i was selfish and fought to stay home and play instead of going into brooklyn and seeing my sick dad. today i drove to the cemetary, it was the first time in years because i felt i fucked up and couldnt face

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[two_sided_face]

I kno how u feel...that u couldve seen someone before they left...it happend to me with my aunt..only..i was 3 rooms away and didnt wanna see her...eh, i was scared...but i kno wut u mean..*big hug*

[twowishesleft]

Man, I've known you since the fucking 4th grade. I've seen you go through ALL your stages so consequently I know who you are and what you're all about, to some extent. I think I speak for most when I say we know you're a goof and we DO listen. Sometimes people are too stubborn to take advice. I know I can be.

If you ever feel like venting you can call me instead of typing into a journal if you want you.

[afireinbabylon]

dude, you'll always have a friend in me.