52nd Crash to Earth

[punchlikeagirl]

Some days I'm not sure that this place is real.

Okay, weird thing to be compelled to admit. Last time this came around I wasn't affected, I guess I wasn't so lucky this time.

[ooc: Cursed, feel free to ask her anything you want.]

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[tofuinthesky]

I don't like this. I don't like to lie, but sometimes it's better to not say everything like that I think you're really pretty because then it hurts people or makes things weird.

[punchlikeagirl]

And sometimes there is more than one truth. Like, before you left and came back sometimes I wanted to strangle you, but that doesn't mean you still weren't a good friend.

Errr...

[tofuinthesky]

Why'd you want to do that? I never did anything to you to deserve that. I even supported you and Thelma when I thought Thelma was a hobag at first.

Oh. My. God. Can I shut up?

[punchlikeagirl]

Because you were so ashamed and stupid about being not human. It made me feel like you thought less of me for the same reason.

Not really, but I like that you talk so much, you're one of those people that's always got something to say that's worth hearing.

[bass_on_fire]

I know what you mean. I kind of just accepted it after a while and stopped caring.

I hate days like these, though. We aren't allowed our secrets. All I want to do is just spill my guts about everything, but I know it's just going to cause a lot of problems if I do.

[punchlikeagirl]

I bet a lot of people have.

Well at least you're able to prevent it!

[bass_on_fire]

Not really. I mostly keep it all bottled up because I'm scared of rubbing anyone the wrong way. So much so that I make myself miserable half the time.

[punchlikeagirl]

Awwww, I doubt anything you could say would make most of us upset with you.

[makes_you_tick]

There are a lot of things about this place that make me think it's a coma dream I'm having. It certainly would make more sense that way.

[punchlikeagirl]

Yeah, the only reason I'm not treating it like it isn't real is because I totally had this happen before and man was it embarrassing when it turned out to be real.

[makes_you_tick]

Whoops.

Yeah, I think I've been here long enough that I can't treat it as a dream. I like it better here, actually.

[punchlikeagirl]

Yes, the Legion wasn't too happy with me. But in my defense, it really was acting like a dream/vision quest for a while.

Why?

[starchilde_lost]

Ah, so that is a curse, then. Good to know.

[punchlikeagirl]

Why would you think it wasn't a curse?

[starchilde_lost]

Because I've only been on the Network for like 10 minutes today and so far as curses go, this is kinda subtle.

And I have a lot of other things on my -

[punchlikeagirl]

Rachel, what's wrong?

[deadlesbian]

Only some days?

[punchlikeagirl]

Most days I'm pretty sure it's real. But when I went to visit the Legion I thought it was fake and they were really upset that I kept acting like it was. Then it was real and I felt stupid.

[deadlesbian]

I figure... it doesn't really matter. Whether it's real or not, it's what we've got.

[punchlikeagirl]

So are you cursed?

I really hope you are.