its been months....

i have one question... am i even still invited to the wedding? cause its seems like i'm not. if i'm not wanted there thats quite alright... I still wish you the best.

people need to stop coming in and out of my life. its too strenuous. people also need to stop acting like they care when they also say they dont.

this sucks.

I feel absolutely and completely nausated right now. So I find out that the boy that I was hanging out with for quite a while is now seeing, aka fucking, a girl from work whom I considered a friend... apparently she isnt one at all. And its been going on for about a week and I just find out tonight. Things are going to be AWKWARD. I had a feeling ( Read more... )

So as much as I know i dont want to be WITH him, I still kinda miss him. I miss having someone to talk to all the time, someone who wants to talk to me anytime. Yes I know he went crazy on me, but in the end he was someone who was close to me. I know he wasnt my friend... and would hate it if i ever considered him a friend, but his friendship like ( Read more... )

Sorry Mikey, but this isn't another "happy" post ( Read more... )

my grandma just died. the one person who kept my immediate family together is gone.. its just not fair

the information that you are looking for is probably here, you just cant see it.

so mikey yelled at me that my posts havent been happy and like yay lately but its not my fault. Right after he told me that I was going to make a happy post but then no... a stupid boy had to freakin ruin it ith (my W button is orking... see? annoying!)

so mikey i still owe you one

ugh, first i have to say that i hate people who speculation shit about me and my life. If i dont come out and tell you something dont assume anything cause most likely its not true. grrrrrrrr ( Read more... )

I'm so frustrated, annoyed, fed-up, angry, aggrevated, etc with this bullshit. It never ends. Its like we're fucking 8 years old, its ridiculous. Things havent changed at all... then this. Ugh.

plus JiJi slit one of my fingers open... yeah I have a gash about an inch long. This should make you happy.

I'm bored with life ( Read more... )