Tragically enough... id STILL wait forever for that one chance.

ps: im moving in 10 days. 10 10 10. and im excited. and alllll of my journals will know of my excitement. :D

one things for sure in my life.. i live with alot of regret. an enormous amount actually. one of my goals that i wrote down about 4 years ago was to die living with no regret. so if i already have so much pent up regret.. how do i get rid of it before i bite the big one. eh...

i miss this journal. its been with me for a long long time <3 its also ( Read more... )

did you ever, get so mad, and come so close to saying something that you knew would just ruin their entire being, comepletely. i dont know what but ive been like that all too often lately. both my brothers, whom i love to death, have repeatedly just royally pissed me off lately. and all i can think to do is say the most awful things that come to ( Read more... )

its as if you know me better than i ever knew myself. i love how you can tell .. all the pieces of me.

i spent a good majority of my life depressed, and lonely. wishing and hoping that some boy, at one point any boy, would come into my life and just like me for me. i felt like id die a mierable old woman with no family.. no children, no grandchildren.. no love of my life . but something happened and my wish came true, the boys noticed me.. they ( Read more... )

mother figure brought me a pa. drivers manual today. im rather excited to go get the form filled out by my el. doctor so i can take my test. such eventful news, dont ya think ;)

who thinks ill be driving before i turn 20 in december?!!?

ive turned into the biggest flirt ever at work.
what happened to me?!?!

i adore this journal. positively. yes.

today, i became a lobster. today, also, my dearest of friends steph is coming down to pittsburgh. words cannot explain how overjoyed i became when she called to inform me. i love steph. im going to live with steph. and im going to have a tremendously better life in erie. i can feel it deep downmy webular cam ( Read more... )

I am moving to Erie.
i need a fresh pallet. a clean slate. a new life. no one to know, but steph. and a dream to chase. im going to leave everything i know, everyone i know, and start over. i need to do this because my heart says its right, and my mind says its necessary ( Read more... )

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