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i want a boy whos so drunk he doesnt talk.

.in other words, id like to have conor in my bed right now.

<3

my mom is either over dramatic or highly pms'ing. because she started crying today, saying im shutting her out of my life ( Read more... )

there should have been a warning label on confusion when entering this world.i just dont know whats going on with anything. im lost. it annoys me not understanding what people are thinking or what their motives are. it also annoys me when people think they know me and they dont so we fight over it ( Read more... )

could it be that im not upset about what im missing tommorow? ohohoh its truuuue. tim is coming over. and well.. quite frankly ive never been so not sad to miss a show ( Read more... )

haha. every cloud has a silver lining eh.
i won the fueled by ramen weekly dish contest!!
i would like to thank allyson joy for allowing me to win such an awesome prize :D

im 19 years old.
and have nothing to show for it.

staying up til 6am listening to action is a big DONT DO THAT i had planned on falling asleep to it but alas, i simply cannot sleep through punchlines greatness. so im tired, yawning every 5 seconds, forgetting to open my eyes, and cant get back to sleep for the life of me. Joe called me around 4. we talked on an off til 530. that didnt help ( Read more... )

i cant fucking stand anything anymore. i want to constantly spend my time in my room anymore. i never care to go out. being anti social is not me. not that it matters because i could try and try to make plans with people and no one ever does anything with me. im annoyed and to the point where i DONT fucking CARE. ill sit in my god foresaken room ( Read more... )

work is not quite so unbearable these days. either im growing on people, or people are growing on me. at any rate, working with mary and/or nikki make it rediculously swell.

today is the first day i havent cried in a week. i think im proud? or maybe its because ive kept myself busy and havent thought about too much. i .. want to tell my mom i ( Read more... )