So I was paranoid for no reason. I realized how stupid I must have sounded around 1 am when I couldn't sleep. Why in the hell would he leave me a message if he was going to tell me he was proposing to Jen? I am such an idiot! Anyway he just had this really crazy thing happen to him over break and he wanted to see how I'd react. I felt good that he ( Read more... )

So today was pretty crazy. It wasn't bad just crazy. My mom woke me up at 6 am to go to church and I was mad so I just rolled out of bed and didn't brush my hair. She was kind of pissed but she didn't say anything because she knew I'd just go change into something obnoxious. Anyway after babysitting instead of sitting in the church service I went ( Read more... )

I have nothing better to do.

3 truths
Today Did You--

1. Realize anything new?
No matter how old I get my family still bores me

2. Talk to an ex?
A few days ago

3. Miss someone?
yeah

LAST PERSON WHO--

5. Slept in your bed?
Me and My sister

6. person you humped?
Sadly probably Drake.

7. You went to the movies with?
My mom, dad, sister and Aunt Karla

8. Went to the ( Read more... )

Uggghh I'm in Houston and everyone else is in Missouri.  WHY!!!!!!???!!
Things would be so much easier if I didn't have to be here. 
Why do family functions seem to pop up at the most inconvenient times?? 
My hair is unbraided and I like it but I know I won't be able to keep it all healthy for long. 
I got my senior pictures taken yesterday and I'm ( Read more... )

I am so emotionally confused right now I don't even know what to do. I don't know whether I should yell and scream and kick or whether I should go lay in bed and cry myself to sleep. Tomorrow is going to be so busy and I know the likelihood of me seeing Amanda is very slim. It sucks because my parents wouldn't let me drive up there with Ashley to ( Read more... )

Wow so tonight was really sweet. I convinced Germane to take my shift tomorrow so I went and got my nails done and tomorrow I'm going to take my math test and take my hair down. Anyway Ian and I were texting a little while to put off writing these damn cause papers for comp that are due tomorrow. We got to talking about having sex and we resolved ( Read more... )

Well I got a myspace this weekend. I've been trying to figure out how to work it and I am ashamed to say that myspace is kicking my ass. Either way. I'm at home sick today because I tossed my cookie around 3 am this morning and again around 9. I texted Ian to tell him I wasn't going to be at school and apparently he's still sick as well. Last night ( Read more... )

So I was really sick today. I woke up with aches and a fever. I proceeded to go to math tutoring, dance and the mall with Herbig. Each experience was slightly uncomfortable but I survived by completely gorging on Excedrin and DayQuil. Finally around 7:30 Ian texted me asking what I was up to. I invited him to the mall but he of course declined. I ( Read more... )

So I feel like a complete tool because I've written 2 livejournal entrys in less that 12 hours but this just has to be documented. Ian texted me around 9 asking for my e-mail address. I gave it to him and he tells me he's sending me something but he hadn't written it yet. I waited about 45 mins then went and checked my e-mail and had no messages. I ( Read more... )

1st Block wednesday I was sitting in Comp talking to Ian like I normally do when he mentioned that he wanted to see Borat on our day off. My response was that's cool I'll probably be working maybe I'll see you. That night I went into work and found out that I didn't have to work friday so I texted Ian and told him. The next day during lab I ran ( Read more... )