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Sometimes it makes me really sad that my boyfriend never tells me he thinks I'm pretty. -
Heaven's Coming
I had a relatively good day. I'm thinking about moving this Wehrenberg inspired movie night once again for the sole purpose of getting Evan to come to my house. No matter how hard I try I'm not going to be able to get every one over here at once but as long as I have a majority of the people here for a majority of the time I'll be really fucking ( Read more... ) -
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Lately I've felt really shitty because I keep spending time with Ian and there is this weird electricity between us. He is pretty resistant to growing up which doesn't suprise me because Chris Poole went through the same thing when he turned 18. It just sucks because when I think about him I'm overwhelmed with a desire to be with him. I think I ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm going back to school tomorrow. It's the first day of second semester I'm kind of excited because I like my classes but my parents are trying to get me to audit a math class to make sure that I don't get rusty. I have to go talk to Lappin. I think I'll go during lunch or lab tomorrow. If he says that I can audit it. I think I'll try to get ( Read more... ) -
Some nights I pray for cancer.
This past week has gone by in a blur. Conversations and outings I look forward to having disappear in an instant. I try so hard to make sure no one feels uncomfortable or pressured but I guess my compassion is too over the top. Tonight all I wanted was to hold his hand and for him to tell me that he wasn't just sticking around because of ( Read more... ) -
I've got an addiction
Boys are drugs
insnaring you with their kisses and hugs.
Your parents always tell you to stay away
but you say I'm grown and everything will be okay.
Then you get used, seduced or even heartbroken
Boys aren't all so heartless some give you one token
one smile, one touch,
one reason why you love them so much.
Try as you might
to resist or abstain
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Sometimes people make mistakes that ruin their lives.
I think God finds it funny to watch me trip over a tree root then get stung by a bee before I've had time to pick myself back up.
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A Brief Synopsis of November
What I know about Ian
Is in my pants he wanted to be in
but to his utter dismay
I resisted and ran away.
That's my first attempt at a clerihew. I think it went rather well. This snow day welcomes a new month which will bring new beginnings.
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I must be out of my mind
So today for some strange reason I decided that I wanted to tell Ian how I felt about him. Up until 30 mins before the moment that I just blurted it out I had planned on waiting until Christmas break to tell him. I found myself sitting in mythology texting him asking him to meet me after school. He said yes and then I just forgot until the bell ( Read more... )