SOOOOO tired now... have lots of homework to do too... which is no fun, no fun at all really... i got to play softball today - and i suck... i'm starting to remember why i never played sports in school ¬¬ almost sprained my ankle on the way to second base one time cuz of a random pot hole... ¬¬ which also sucked... but now it's time to go ( Read more... )

i dunno what to post, but i figured i'd might as well post something by now... it's been a while at least... not much to say really... tonight i have a j-board meeting, gonna go interview to volunteer at the museum next thursday... and other than that... well... just homework in general... apparently, there's a pump it up machine in the mall ( Read more... )

i hate mood swings... but i hate depression more. it's just totally so not fun... i suppose being away from everyone has one up-side - i'm working out now... and doing my homework (reading) before the day it's due. but when the only alternative is staring wistfully at all the pictures under my bed and on my closet door, anything beats that. i ( Read more... )

*sigh*

waiting for 10 o'clock is so icky. why do i wait? because dan's gonna call me. does this make me sad and pathetic? most likely. but i want to talk to him, no, i need to talk to him. i'm missing him terribly. he has a special spot on my desk/bookshelf, various positions on my wall, and as a very loverly desktop. *sigh* this ish no fun ( Read more... )

ow... well... today was alright... went to classes, la de da... then came back from classes and waited for people to come around to go to get food (the cassie is slowly making friends...that or annoying all my floormates)... but first sarah had some errands to run ¬¬ but finally tess and i said screw it so we just went to get food... ending ( Read more... )

second day of classes begin soon... i'm trying to get myself all pepped up but blaaaaaaaaaaah... it's not working very well, needless to say.. i have some reading to do when i get back today... i was dragged off to go swing dancing yesterday evening... it was fun... but serious oddness when the person teaching us (cuz most of us had no idea ( Read more... )

i'ma say i'm sorry to all my buddies... my other post was written when i was feeling really really mopy... and missing people especially much... doesn't really help when i have all (yes all) of you guys in pictures hanging under my alcove... but blah... i know all you guys miss me... and i miss all of you people... but if i get nothing else ( Read more... )

just came back from food and a wander around the campus. tried to cheer myself up by visiting the ducks. didn't work. just been thinking about what i've left behind and what i've (potentially) lost. all my friends seem to be doing just fine without me... and i just can't say the same about myself. this bloody sucks. my roomie's been going ( Read more... )

Welp... I'm in montana... kinda sucks... but i gots pictures of everyone in my little hide-out to keep me amused... kinda sucks when you call people and they're out doing stuff... but what're ya gonna do? can't expect them to put their lives on hold and can't expect them to include me in *everything*... esp since i'm 950 miles away... eh, i ( Read more... )