beginning to wonder if maybe i gots the psychological common cold, aka, depression... why? i've suspected it for a while, i think i most certainly was senior year of high school... probably last year too... but i think now other people are starting to notice... why? because my friends noticed it senior year, then no one did (cuz no one knew ( Read more... )

bored... been doing stuff with friends, meaning fireside and ddr... party has been delayed again till the 30th, which sucks... other than that, not much going on...

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i was talking to dan earlier... and came to some rather... painful and icky realizations... was going to go to the gym with him but my parents had already gotten into the alcohol so they can't drive... so i called him to tell him that, and then i was complaining about being bored... and i realized i'm a lazy ass... and i have no hobbies... ( Read more... )

i'm boooooored... and realizing that my time left in this state is coming far too quickly for my tastes to an end... however, i made myself happy thinking that i'm only actually gone for 3 months... august, september, october, november.. which from that is 4 months, but i leave end of august and come back end of november ish... at least for ( Read more... )

i am BORED... i should be being productive... but i'm also feeling lazy... so boredom + laziness = utter boredom... tried practicing piano... but eh... i always end up playing the same songs... all from phantom... and since i know all those songs and don't feel like trying to sync up ponr or poto theme, welp, nothing new to play really... ( Read more... )

the entire drama of last week - resolved for the best on all sides... meaning i'm back to being happy cassie... which only means i've delayed the inevitable (if i keep thinking of it like this, i'll be far happier if it doesn't fall apart)... but i'm good at procrastination - i guess that applies to personal life as well... been spending mucho ( Read more... )

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i'm feeling shitty for some reason... illogical mostly, but still pertinent to a point... hrm... could just be i've been in a good mood so long that i've forgotten what the usual low feels like... that's most likely it... that, plus thinking of the future... well... not very happy i am.. but ah wells... trying to figure out a plan for ( Read more... )

woohoo... fun times yesterday, and i'm not entirely sure why it was so fun, just rest assured that it *was* fun.... so what'd i do? bored all frickin' day till i started calling people to confirm outting plans, then at like 6, met up with people at jamba juice-ness.... which people? dan, eric, ryan, and rachel... went over to panda express ( Read more... )

ugh... i'm still bored... but at least i got to see people and go out and do stuff! hehehe... so i was pretty much bored up till like... 8 tonight, when ed came and got me and we went with dan to fireside... we were supposed to go to ccl, but we got lazy... and i realized it takes my computer a flippin' long time to make a cd... ¬¬ thank ( Read more... )