well now everything is getting hectic. Next week i am moving into my apartment, which means painting, and boxes, packing and unpacking, calling the cable guy along with the electricity guy and the water guy and any other guy i need to call to get this place in order. I feel sooooo stressed out, next week i will literally have to be in two places at ( Read more... )

seconds, then minutes, then hours pass by in my life and i cant seem to recognize what is going on. I mean it seems as if im living, if living means taking in oxygen. But by which standards am i actually living? Im walking and working, and even thinking thoughts, but im not enjoying a damn bit of it. is that living? and if it is then what is dying ( Read more... )

hmm, this year has come made its mark and gone, im so blah right now, i cant tell if the year to come with be any different from years past or if my life will continue to suck forever. Im getting over my illness horribly, to anyone who is aware of what im talking about, im not going to stay in the hospital anymore, hospitals suck. on a sadder note ( Read more... )

okay well i havnt updated in a while, school has started the apartment is awesome, im going to keep this short because its best that there is one less person who writes pages and pages in these things. For my birthday i received lots of cool things, kristin and katy came to SA and everyone went out to dinner together, regan, brian, kyle, james, ( Read more... )

wow there is so much that is coming up, its like durring the entire summer ive been working hard to get a lot of things done. And now it seems as if everything is coming up daniel is about to get his truck today. and in the next week im getting the new razor cell phone, whoot whoot. im excited. and also this friday we are going on the coast trip, ( Read more... )

wow life throws so many of us curves. i feel strange, this school year is starting off to a wierd start, even though it hasnt begun yet it still seems strange. last night the storm was horrible, and my dad fell through the roof. literally. he went to the attic to check something and fell through the living room ceiling. so who knows what we are ( Read more... )

daniel and i just celebrated our 1 year thing hahaha, it was awesome. daniel showed up at my house with a suit and tie on, took me to his house were there were about 200 candles lit perfectly in arraged orders, with a beautifly set table. He cooked me dinner. lemon pepper chicken breast with augrotin potatoes, corn and green beans, before we ate he ( Read more... )

okay, well this summer has kinda been a complete drag. I mean theres just nothing to do, other than work, and work, and work. i got stung by two bees today at the damn snow cone stand. thats 5 times in two days. geez when is the horror going to stop. Anyway, on a lighter note, daniel and I are celebrating our 1 year thing soon, its exciting. i hope ( Read more... )

wow i havnt updated in a while, oh well ive been too busy. My working out thing is going great. Ive lost 17 pounds and i feel pretty damn good about it. i was charlie and the chocolate factory, it was a good film. I hung out with katy this week, it felt good, i miss my friends sooooooooooooooo much!, i cant wait until the road trip, having kristin ( Read more... )

im thinking about rushing....woah major character change here but whatever, i ran another 5 miles yesterday......i run a lot now, in a lot of ways it fixes my problems, i feel like forrest Gump when i run also i usually listen to hardcore so it gets me all hyped while im runnning, although in the gym people look at me wierd when i start drumming on ( Read more... )