school is almost out for the semester and i couldnt be happier. i dont want to be here anymore,ive been in school so longer than i want to even think about. And i still have another semester:( Ive been doing pretty good lately other than school problems. I have a new boyfriend, who treats me well. He is pretty much perfect, which scares the crap ( Read more... )

hmm, ive begun once again to change things in my life. Although some of these things i had no choice in changing. Daniel being gone has made me understand that i am and will always be an important INDIVISUAL, and that just because i have felt lost in the past without him doesnt mean that i cant be a strong person now. If and when he decides hes ( Read more... )

well what can i say....i think im a sucker for love, because this is the most complicated relationship i think ive ever been in. Four years of everything, the most positive loving expieriences, some of the most depressing unnerving experiences and everything in between has occured in these four years. This is why all of this is so complicated. He ( Read more... )

the saddest ive ever been.....he was my air supply....

Man this up coming year is going to be interesting. I dont know if im excited or not. I feel like im not doing enough with my life. i feel like most of the people im around right now are all doing such great things. For example, Stephanie, Daniels sister, just got all of her acceptance letters back for law school. She got in at NYU, Columbia, ( Read more... )

wow, so ive decided to write in my journal once more. i suppose that it is time to actually express my thoughts in a better way than bottling them up. I think that for a long time i didnt think i needed to let them out but for some reason i cant seem to feel normal if i dont express them properly. Perhaps this will help ( Read more... )

okay well i guess i will write a journal entry today considering i got a new computer. It's technically not new but its new to me....so like i said....i got a new computer. It's an Ibook, i really like it. It has a lot of interesting qualities. Go laptops. School has been very interesting this semester, i actually enjoy my classes. for once in my ( Read more... )

this has got to be the most stressful semester of my entire school career. but i think i can get through it, if i work hard and try to go about it with a strong mind and sense of humor. as long as i keep laughing at the things that happen in my life nothing can seem too bad. Right??, i have realized that ignorance is bliss, who knows it may work! ( Read more... )

so this entry is just a bunch of pictures of my birthday. It went well, Christa came down to san marcos, and we had a good time.She baked me a cake and my parents took us out to dinner the night before, and it was fun having my family with christa and daniel. on the actual day of my birthday i woke up and daniel had decorated my entire apartment, ( Read more... )

So im almost all the way moved. i guess i dont really have anymore big items to move, just wall hangings and such, but im still rather excited to be able to move for good. Daniel isnt moving in till sunday because thats when his apartment complex is letting him move in. i know, its rather close to the first day of school and theres not much time ( Read more... )