Well its been a LONG time since I have updated in here, lets see, me and Josh are not talking anymore. Hell we are not even freinds anymore. Kenny and Jen broke up, now me and Kenny are together. 2 years I have liked this damn kid. Lets see me and Josh stoped talking cause he was with Kendra (baby momma) Then me and Kenny started talking as ( Read more... )

Well its been some time since I last updated lets see here, um I have been hanging out with Josh a lot latley. We hang out like everyday. Last thursday I hung out with Josh, Scuba, Kenny and Jen (Kennys gf). It was so good to see Kenny, and we also saw Sowa that rocked. It was so much fun. Me, Josh, Scuba, and Kenny all go high. Then we were ( Read more... )

Yesterday, was an all right day, I did not get to talk to Mat, that about made me cry. I miss him so much, and I wish that me and him could get back together. I just know that it will work, between me and him. I love and care about him soooooooooo much. I hope that I get to talk to him today. Anyways yesterday I go to see an old friend, that I ( Read more... )

I have so much to say, and yet I cant. I cant just tell you how I feel. Thats why I wrote you a letter. I cant stand not being with you. I want to spend all of my time with you. I want to be with you, more then I want anything. Talking to you give me hope, I know that we are ment to be together, and I will prove that to you some how some way ( Read more... )

Well last night I talked to Mat. =) That really made my happy, I just hope that we do get back together, because there really is no one that I would rather be with. Then him. He means so much to me. I miss him so much, I really do, I would do anything to be with him. I know what I have to STOP doing to be with him, and that I can do. In fact ( Read more... )

Well lets see, I talked to Mat today. I miss him so much and more then anything. I have so many reason that I know that this will work out, and I have kept some of them to myself. I hope he knows that he means everything to me, and the only reason why I said the things I did, about anything was because I thought that if I kept telling myself ( Read more... )

Well I have kinda of been acting like I am ok, and thats not the truth, see I still love Mat so much, and more then anything I wish that I was with him. Last night me and him talked for a while, and it made me miss him so much. I mean I really would do anything to be with him. He still means so much to me. He just does not understand. He thinks ( Read more... )

Well I dont remember when the last time I up dated was, so I will just say whats going on, me and Mat broke up. Whatever I dont care anymore, yeah I first I was just like SOOOOOOOOOOOO upset but he is a total ass hole, and well I did say some fucked up shit to, but he already has a new girlfriend so whatever. Um I went out with my cousins firday ( Read more... )

OMG well lets just say already my weekend has been so stressful. On Friday I got lots of apps. and I turned them all in. Then I moved a huge fish tank, moved the computer in to the living room. Then I did not hook it up right. So then last night an 1230 my aunt called saying that she was broke down. Me and my grandma had to go pick her up. ( Read more... )

NEW SEASON OF SOUTH PARK STARTS TONIGHT!!!!!!

I AM SO PUMPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)