whew it has ben a grip since i have updated this well i have changed alot i stoppped all my bad habits and im starting to go to church agian. The best thing is i met this girl from loveland and she the best she so sweet and she a christian and me and her have been talking. I think something might happen ive been hoping and praying for alot of ( Read more... )

Man my life is shit girls dont like me for some reason and they r driving me crazy i like this girl named brittany anderson i think shes so pretty and nice but iono i might get hurt agian jesse skank is also really cool i think me and her would be together but yea. This year has blown i hate school and cant wait to graduate.

Yea Yea once agian girls have to break a heart or shattered something that belongs to me they always do shit sometimes i thing they were made to piss us guys off. There a sayin " Shit happens" i truly think thats true shit always happens to me its like i live surround by piles of shit

This year is going great and i can tell im going to have an awesome school year and year this year my classes seem so fun and awesome i laso got two jobs ill start workin at subway in pki this weekend and im starting also at sonics by the towne mall soon. THe best thing so far is i have this awesome most beautiful gf ever shes the best and i hope ( Read more... )

Every day life goes by in a blink of an eye i wonder why my heart is beating slow and draining of blood i feel like im face down in the mud. MY head rund round like a windmill on a blue day when the night is stary and the moon is bright im tired and dont want to fight i want to be with her and it be alright so what if im emo is something wrong with ( Read more... )

It been forever since i updated if anyone knows of someone local lookin for a bass guitarist for a band tell me please cause i lay the bass. Whew i get my l''s on the 6th of aug i cant wait it will be so awesome.

My expressive mind runs like a phone without a line im trap in this world and body im mine i just wana let my soul loose and end this awful time my life turn to hell and im tryin to make it to heaven i let someone go free who ment alot to me she know who she is and im sorrie for what i did i just need time to gather myself and get this thing i call ( Read more... )

Hey everyone whats up nothing much here are first game is today and i cant wait its going to be so awesome. This weekend is also the winter dance its going to be so cool i cant wait to go its going to be fun. Rachel i love you so much yours the best girlfriend ive ever had yor so awesome love you bunches.

Love chad

Im so bored right now my girlfriend is at a play and im jealous of the guy in the play wit her i wish it was me im going to be so jealous tomrow when i go see the play i just want to be wit my baby i love her so much and just want some alone time with her so its just me and her so we can talk lay there wit each other . Well thats i have to write so ( Read more... )

I feel like im falling back and becominbg that person i dont want to be i hate life its so hard and im struggling so bad and my relationship i love rachel alot but i feel like we dont get along well but then in some ways we do its so confusing and im just a bad bf maybe alll my gf were right that i use to have i am just a bad bf. The only thing ( Read more... )