Why is it, when I actually have some kind of a future do look forward to, am I consistantly regretting and berating myself for things that happened or things I did in the past? And why do I care so much what people think of me now? I used to be comfortable with myself, and proud of what I was no matter what anyone said about it. Now I'm paranoid I' ( Read more... )

Age you lost your virginity? 18 ( Read more... )

Survey Time ( Read more... )

My means of some small miracle, I got the Asst. Supervisor position at work. Nobody knows yet except myself, Amanda and Tim, being as it was their decision. Amanda said they're telling the rest of the shift this Thursday so "everyone will have the weekend to stew and get it out of their systems". Not terribly comforting, I hope nobody gets pissed ( Read more... )

So here's my life... finally getting better hours at work, so I almost sortof kindof maybe might be able to not starve. Also my raise is past due, and there's an opening for the floor leader (aka, asst. supervisor)position I'm going to go for, though I'm almost postive Billy's gonna get it. He'd deserve it, too. Unless they hire someone off the ( Read more... )

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By the way, disregard the last actual post. Mandy isn't moving. Sorry to disappoint anyone, but there are people here (coworkers relatives family) that are way too important to me to leave simply for the sake of getting away from the snow... and I came to this conclusion while I was sitting in Bickford's, being snowed in last week during that ( Read more... )

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet + Street you live on): Ziggy Lafayette ( Read more... )

Moving to Summerville, South Carolina, in early March with a friend from work. Time to get the hell away from the delightful New England weather and the heartwarming New England closed minds and attitudes. So, to all of those who for some reason decided that I'm the antichrist, you're welcome. Not that I've actually had the pleasure of seeing any ( Read more... )

I was about to post one of my usual dull and drawn out journal entries, but it occurs to me just in the nick of time that anyone who cares what happens in my life already knows all of it. So here's the summary ( Read more... )