ok, if you know me then you know that i never regret anything. but i think for the first time in my life i do regret something and it pisses me off so much =/

and this is the point where i say im done.

and it has nothing to do with wat anyone could guess.

which is funny cuz it has something to do with something that doesnt even concern me, but rather annoy and infuriate me

its weird.

i shouldnt care.

but i do.

wtf

so yesterday was a long ass day. but lets backtrack to friday ( Read more... )

"I lay you to rest ( Read more... )

so.... you guys remember that always depressed alex?? well on sunday night i fucking killed him. he's dead! lol now im only partially depressed lol. but yea for the past month or so i've been down in the dumps about my ex whom i really liked (and truth be told i still have feelings for her). but i realized that im not gonna spend all my time being ( Read more... )

that i feel like giving up, but for some reason im fighting myself on this. it makes me wonder whether i really doubt myself or am i just afraid of what others will say so i choose to put myself down first.

i kinda wish i was back in 2nd grade, i would've chosen to stay in sunset park and live with my grandmother.

soooo much runs through my head right now ( Read more... )

so i dont remember when was the last time i wrote here. but alot has happened. i made friends. i realized alot of them were fake. im still finding the ones that are and leaving them behind. but can i afford that? cuz it feels like others are leaving me behind.if im leaving behind the fakes while the others leave me behind i end up like i was a few ( Read more... )

life is good

its not great

and yes i still get emo and wanna die

but im happy alot more now

^_^