so life is going pretty good =]

im happy and in a relationship. my home life still blows but i guess it'll stay that way til i get the fuck out of my house. which leads to my endless job search -_-

theres really not too much to write about so i guess im done lol

"there are no rules, and those are the rules."
- Cantus Fraggle

i hate sammy she's k

as i was saying before sammy rudely kicked me off =/

im sick of rules. mainly society's rules. nigga eff this ish

today i feel... well i dont know what i feel. and thats the problem. usually i know if im sad, angry, depressed, and (even tho its rare) happy. but today i feel ( Read more... )

im sitting here wearing two sets of clothing. why? cuz i have a miniscule part in 2 different scenes that are one after the other... this is why im not an actor, im a fucking techie lol. but w/e it'll be fun. im just really hot and uncomfortable. anyways, i really hate this. none of you know what i hate, but just know i hate it ( Read more... )

once again i'll state im happy, and once again in a few weeks i'll be miserable. its all part of this stupid fucking cycle that i cant stand and no longer want to be a part of. but how do you detatch yourself from this amazing feeling you get when there is something there. o well looks like im getting on another roller coaster and bracing myself ( Read more... )

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i love not writing in here for a while cuz then i look at my last few posts and laugh at how stupid it/i was. or just at how silly i was thinking/feeling.

but its a new month, a new problem, a new interest, and a new time period to feel stupid and childish. i love not growing up.

O.o

nigga im so lost

just when life starts to kinda make a little sense again it gets weird lol. i dont understand how these things happen but they do lol

i dont get why i let myself get like this. it actually annoys me more than it annoys everyone else