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Hospital=Boring
What is todays date? February 22, 2012
What time is it right now? 10:19 pm
*PERSONAL DETAILS
Nicknames? Dawnie shorty punkass
Where do you live? LaGrange
What's your age? 25
Hair colour? Red =)
Eye colour? Hazel but they change alot
Height? 4’10
Shoe size? 5 or 6 depends on the shoe
Date of Birth? 11-12-86
Element? cobolt
How many siblings? One stepbrother
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If i never had CF
If I never had CF, I'd be a little taller, my lungs a little fuller, and my skin less salty.
If I never had CF I'd take my sweet time, take it all for granted, be terrified of doctors and hate the spell of hospitals. ... If I never had CF I'd have stories for grandkids and beautiful wrinkles around my eyes.
The beach would be for tanning and the gym ( Read more... ) -
Alone in a full world
If i had to use a world on how i feel today my word that i would chose would be distant. I feel like i am in a room that is full of people talking and yelling but at the same time i feel alone. Hate feeling this way but sometimes it just creeps up on you and you have no other feelings but being alone in a room full of people or feeling distant from ( Read more... ) -
Life's High's
** Life's Highs...
1. Laughing hysterically
2. Dancing your heart out
3. Star gazing
4. Shopping
5. Going to the beach
6. Listening to the rain
7. Ice-cream on a hot day
8. Feeling wanted
9. Getting that warm, fuzzy feeling when you think about the one you love
10. ReceIving text messages
11. Personal jokes
12. ComplIments
13. Late night phone calls
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Any one out there??
I hate when you dissapoint someone. When they say that you have that is the worst feeling ever. I get this pit in my stomach and then i dwell on what i "should" have done instead of what i did do. The hard part is that you cant make everyone happy and try and be happy yourself because you put so much work in making others happy that you put ( Read more... ) -
Life ain't always what you think its going to be
Life aint always what you think its going to be
Some times you get it easy others work harder to be here then others
Breathing in and out, simply easy for some
Simply hard for others
Relying on meds to stay around one more day
Hoping my lungs will always stay as well as they are
If we can even call them well
Knowing it’s only a down hill slide from here
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Lost in this world
At this point in time I feel like curling up in a ball. Maybe for days or months I have yet to figure out my time span. I miss the way things “use” to be. It weird when someone is no longer here anymore you would sell your soul just for a day or even an hour with that person. To talk and chat and say all the things that you kept inside, all the ( Read more... ) -
CF Reality
It’s almost 11 pm now and I have so much on my mind. First thing I wanted to do is bring attention to the girl that has made me step out of this shadow and really show what its like to live with Cystic Fibrosis. She had more courage then so many people that I know, my only wish is that I would have know her before she passed. She got her transplant ( Read more... ) -
ICU
Time lost in translation,
Breathing in and breathing out,
Is this the end?
A battle to stay alive starts,
Pulse low, oxygen low,
Liver failing, Kidneys not far behind,
Lungs filling up with fluid,
Breathing in and out
Ventilator doing the breathing,
Sedation heavy, heart slow,
Dialysis started, my new life line,
Life as I knew it died.
Waking up, lost in the ( Read more... )
