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Death of a fellow CFer...
Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better.......I just dont know where i stand.....
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Madness
Im so pissed lately!! It seems that anymore you cant tell anyone anything wiith out them repeating it some people. This makes me so Mad!!!! It makes me question who i can say things to without it being repeated. Like when you tell someone you Trust something and they spread it around that is disrespectful to me, and if you are a friend then you ( Read more... ) -
Home
The Broken Chain: We knew little that day, God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, In death , we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you. You did not go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God called you home. You left us beautiful memories, Your love is still our guide. And although we cannot see you, You are ( Read more... ) -
Is this my new home???
I would like to say that i be going home soon, i feel so far away from home its pathetic!! Now i am working on being in this hospital room for a month and 3 weeks. A room that is more like a prision and im just trying to find a way to escape and feel better. Today we change my meds so i am not on to my 3 new IV meds. The others seem to not have ( Read more... ) -
Serving My Time......
It has no been a total of a month and a half in the hospital. I have been on two different meds to try and get myself to where i was a bit ago. When i first came in i was on one Iv med. Since my Kidneys arent great anymore I can only be on one IV med at a time, Which means that my hospital stays are now going to be longer then they were. Yes it ( Read more... ) -
People are Shady!!
It's true these days people are so shady. That is the cold hard truth!! No matter who you are in this world there is always someone out there that wants what you have and will do whatever they can to get there. Brad lost his job today, which sucks alot because he was the worker in our family since i am always sick, i cant really hold a job long ( Read more... ) -
Im sorry but......
Im sorry but anymore people are dirtbags. Like i really am losing faith in this world and the people that habit it as well. Sorry i need to Vent, I just hate what people will do just to get ahead of the this "game" of life. Like honestly how do those people sleep at night know what they have done and be ok with it. It turns out that Brad might ( Read more... ) -
Not happening the way i want it to.....
I am getting so tired of all this hospital BS. Ive been here for, well sunday will be 4 weeks. I dont mean to bitch im not the type that likes to bitch all the time i hate it really, because it usually leads to a fight....and so on. so exhausting really is. I was on this med for 3 weeks and instead of getting better i got worse. how in the hell ( Read more... ) -
UPDATE:
UPDATE: Its almost been 3 weeks for me being in the hospital. When i came in my breathing test was at 80 that was low for me, now its down to 50. My kidneys are back to being higher as well. The meds seem to not be working. We are going to start new meds and hope that these new meds will work.My Vitamine D is low so we are keeping eye on that so ( Read more... )
