very randomly i heard coldplay's "the scientist", few nights ago ( Read more... )

you teach me what it is to feel ( Read more... )

I am alive I am alive ( Read more... )

the most awesomest dreams rarely happen to me, but this morning i really did not want to pull myself awake from it. but i knew i had to get my bottom to subway a tad bit earlier than usual travelling through a less convenient route. this, a slight upgrade, to save myself from another consecutive sausage mcmuffin or mcgriddles grease on my way to ( Read more... )

it leads to here ( Read more... )

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my 27th year has been consistent.
it is teaching me one important thing about myself.
the weight of this one thing, brings all of the past and future into question.

my 27th year tells me that my love, is and has always been, conditionalthis revelation surprises me very much ( Read more... )

daylight pierced its eyes down ( Read more... )

i lost my footing ( Read more... )

"At a certain point in our lives we lose control of what's happening to us and our lives become controlled by fate."
~ on the World's Greatest Lie, by Paulo Coelho "The Alchemist"this quote is resonating with me strongly. i'm finding it increasingly difficult to live. it's not dark. not morbid. it doesn't mean i want to fucking die. it just means i ( Read more... )