The famous saying, "time files by when you're having fun" is totally true. Time just seems to go by incredibly fast and I can hardly believe it. But I love it, and I can't ever get enough of it. Well it's been going good and I'm having a blast. Cie is leaving this weekend, and I'm going to be sad. We've actually become pretty good friends, and I ( Read more... )

I'd like to start off by saying that I'm a sincere person. And when I say something, I don't say it just to hear myself talk. It has meaning, even if I'm making a joke. But seriously, I wouldn't say something just to say it. Especially with apologies. I admit that I'm a bit shakey on admitting that I'm wrong and saying that I'm sorry. The first ( Read more... )

Ok lets see how this goes: I wasn't planning on posting, but somehow I always do. Things are a little...milkshakey right now. Shaken, not stirred. :P Well things aren't really going my way, minus one thing, which is the most important. But when was the last time things went my way? Ha. Answer THAT and stay fashionable! But yes, the most important ( Read more... )

Fuck it. I said before I was only going to write about good things on this shit, but fuck it. I'm going to write whatever in the FUCK I want. I'm beyond words. You did the very same thing that I did that you got pissed off for in the past. OBVIOUSLY that shit was ABOUT me. Why didn't you just talk, like you had wanted me to that one time? And that ( Read more... )

I had a good day. I haven't said that in awhile. But I had a good day. And yesterday was a good day too. Everything is just falling into place and I love it. Everything is back to how it used to be and I just feel like ME again. Even though I'm not really sure what that's like. But I feel good. I love Jess. I hope the days keep going like they are ( Read more... )

Ok, I know I shouldn't be writing in here and I know I already said that I'd stop but I can't help it. I am so incredibly happy and relieved and rejuvenated and refreshed. I just feel....BETTER. I've decided that from now on I'm only going to post happy things in here. Plus I don't think anyone wants to hear about all the shit wrong in my life. And ( Read more... )

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR......F.R.U.S.T.R.A.T.I.O.N!!

I have nothing to say other than this will be my last entry. I love all of you, and I thank you for all your help and comments, good or bad. It has been a relatively lively experience, and I hope to see you all someplace else. God, I sound like I'm fucking dying or something. Well the reason is, I don't want any more SHIT to come out of this so the ( Read more... )

Come to think of it, all but number 6 has been broken. Don't worry, I crushed numbers 4, 7, and 9. But its ok. And I HELLA needed that kiss. It was so rejuvenating. Like...a refreshed feeling. I'm extremely calm and I find myself tired because I'm relaxed. Tomorrow I have to be at stupid Mrs. Puff's class to retake part of my final at 7:15 in the ( Read more... )

Ugh. School tomorrow. 'Nuff said. That's just more stress and more shit I gotta deal with. I've noticed a couple of things, but I'm not sure if they're even true or if I should say RIGHT NOW, RIGHT HERE. I always seem to get reprimanded for expressing my feelings or thoughts. And its a trend I don't like too much. I feel there are whispers amongst ( Read more... )