So...I know it's been a while since I last posted. It's because I'm going through major life changes right now. It may not seem like it to some of you, I hide my feelings well. Don't get butt-hurt, I just keep shit to myself cuz I don't like attracting attention. Plus I hate it when I'm going through something and others make it feel so ( Read more... )

I just want to sleep and rest my eyes. It can never be done man, it can never be done.

So besides me getting belligerently drunk and putting my most precious thing on this earth in immediate danger, I had a good weekend. I FINALLY GOT A NEW FUCKING PHONE!!!!! Don't worry, I have the same number. So contact me people! I am seriously broke. My 14 year old brother has more money than me and that is sad. I even cashed in my coins and ( Read more... )

Tonight was fun for a change. Me & Jess went to my employee showing of 40 Year Old Virgin at midnight. It was cool I liked the movie alot. *(sigh)* I just wish things were back to normal. I'm tired but I'm not sleepy. It sucks. Oh well, I dont care. I'm a little less bothered today, mostly because I've given up. Ha. I'll get the rest of the pics ( Read more... )

So Corey was right. People DO equal shit. Especially sluts...and wanna-be soldiers...and oh ya, beaners that think they're shit dont stink. If I could torture each and every one of those monkeys in the ways that they deserved, that would be one of the best days of my life. You know something weird? Even back in the day Shakespeare new that when bad ( Read more... )

Look what I found!! It's Judith and Beast, right outta Compton, bitches!!


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And I'm "home". I am away from her. Why does this have to happen to me? These feelings of insecurity and lonliness and me feeling lost whenever she's away? What has happened to me? I used to be so independent and so....I dunno. I find myself clinging to her. That's not a bad thing either. I love the feeling of her on my arm, or vice versa. Like I ( Read more... )

I feel funny. I have to take so many pills it sucks. And what makes it worse are the side effects. Here's the list that I can remember: Diahrrea, vomitting, nausea, trouble sleeping, dry mouth, sudden mood changes, upset stomach, drowsiness, restlessness, depression, black stool (shit), and some other things I really don't feel like remembering. I ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here trying to make my ass fall asleep. I'm restless. I'm fidgety. I'm tired but I'm not sleepy. Does that make sense? I'm so fucking out of it, I can't exactly function. And on top of that, I feel kinda nauseous, and I'm not sure why. I hope its cuz of the meds and not because of my stupid face. God I wish I could be normal again. I ( Read more... )

Ok so I got this weird redness and swelling on my face last night. I didn't think anything of it cuz it wasn't that bad. I just went to sleep with no worries. But then I woke up this morning and it was SO BAD! It looked like I had a really bad sunburn and it hurt to touch it and it was hot and tingly. My face was so fat it looked like I got punched ( Read more... )