I probably won't update in here anymore, because I'm on Myspace now. So if anyone still reads this, you can find me on myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/_iscarabaid_

Its really nice to be home for Christmas. For those of you who don't know, I'm still in the halfway house in Gainesville. A lot of times, it's really tough. But being home this weekend has kind of jump started my ambition again. I really want to finish this program, and get my life started. I'm thinking about going to school, possibly to study ( Read more... )

I know I haven't updated in awhile, but its because I was in rehab. And in an hour, I'm going to a halfway-type house in Gainesville. And I could be there from 9 months to a year ( Read more... )

I'm going to talk about what's really going on in my life right now, even though I usually don't like to talk about these kinds of things on here ( Read more... )

I know I haven't been updating that much lately, but that's because nothing has been going on. Literally, nothing. I've just been working. And no good movies have come out lately, and I have no money, so I haven't gone to the mall. And I also have no energy. I finally went to see "Sideways" the other day, and it was ok. Nothing spectacular ( Read more... )

I kind of forget to mention a couple things ( Read more... )

I really don't know how I'll be able to go to college if I can barely hold my life together ( Read more... )

The days are getting better. Fewer headaches, so I think I'm going to be ok. I was really fucked up there, briefly.

It's really wonderful talking to Max again. I really missed him.

Nothing else is really going on.

But I'm going to be ok.

My brother said it would be better if I went to Bonaroo. I looked at the lineup, and I could see Modest Mouse and the Mars Volta. That would be very cool.

But how the hell am I going to get up to Tennesee?

Oh well.

Well, they announced the lineup for Coachella today. I am not going to go, but if I was, here are the bands I would want to see ( Read more... )