It's 3 in the morning, I don't ever update this thing anymore, but you know what my problem is? I just need to let everything out. I just need to bitch for a good length of webspace and work out all the kinks that I've been dealing with for the last two years. It's a lot easier to be open about what's going on in your life when it's just school, ( Read more... )

I've been on hiatus for a good three months, and inconsistent for longer. For my own mind, I'm ready to let go of the last year and a half and look on to brighter things. To help me with my new quest for new leaves I'm jumping back into my journal. I've had this thing for eight years now, and  I feel as though I owe it a little more than three ( Read more... )

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If some one showed you something ( Read more... )

Maybe it's better that I didn't explain the last seven weeks.
Maybe it's best to keep the secret.
Maybe it's better to not tell the world how disgusting it is to its face.
Because maybe its best for those who still see some good in it.
I'm not sure where I stand.
But I'm standing.
No longer bulletproof.

Things I've never done before.
I think life is making it a point,
to make it impossible to surprise me.

I don't know what to do.

I just know you.

I'll wait as long as it takes.
Got all the time in the world.
You set the pace.

If some one would have given me a preview of what my life would be like now a year and a half ago, I think I would have laughed right in their face. I know life's not supposed to be easy, and I'm not one to bias the level of difficulty at which I accomplish every day tasks. Regardless, I am still grateful for the "precious" moments that I do ( Read more... )

Waking up next to you makes me feel like it's okay to exist ( Read more... )

Everyone around me is hot and cold,
And I just want something in between.
I know these situations could be worse,
So that's why I am grateful for what I have,
And don't have.