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[punkdout88]

I'm afraid to get hurt and yet I set myself up to be let down. I pride myself on having good morals and then I turn and throw them out the window when I feel like I will lose someones attention. It's wrong and it's taken me a while realize why I do it but, I fear that my personality is not enough to keep a guy. I practically throw myself at them in

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[faint_30]

You know, I am very sorry to hear this. I have feared this about you for pretty much the duration of time I have known you. I think never getting that attention from you myself, i projected that innocence on to every other guy in your life. But by now, trust me, I know i am the only man of my kind my breed. Its been interesting to get to know you, and piece together over a long enough time period. For me to be honest here, the only information i judge you on, since forever, are the words that come from your mouth, no one others. So for a while now, yes i have known what you tell me is not necessarily what i observe, and this has and still does hurt me. I myself do and have loved you for a very long time, despite whatever secrets or hidden things you think you have. They are not mine so as always i say fuck them. When you come home I am going to do what I always do...try my best to make you feel as safe and comfortable that you can while your home. So i guess my message here to you is just to say let all the bull slide. Everything