BLAHH!!!
I have a broken foot...
I am sicker than a dog...
I feel lonley....
I hate the way things are right now...
I am thinking to much...
I feel like shit...
I feel left out...

I know what I should do...
and I know how i should feel...
but why cant i just say "Fuck You"
Why does he play with my head.
uggg....

chad and i ended up getting back together after the big physical drunken ass beating i got..i know stupid me. Well things were quite strange afterwards.... he was treating me really wierd and said it was because everytime he sees the bruises he feels so guilty and knows he isnt in a good space right now! We spent the night together on tuesday and ( Read more... )

i cant eat..i eat and i get sick!!
i cant smile..
i cant not cry!
i cant do anything but sleep..with the aid of sleeping pills!

arggg
this blows!

Well..shortly after I was diagnosed with MS I was then diagnosed with Polycystic ovarian disease. Its wierd..i guess it was pay back!! The symptoms SUCK!! And the fact that there is a good chance that i may never have children sucks even more ( Read more... )