Look at this image in the mirror. Beauty, handsome,quintesentialy cute. But i see something differently. I see a fraud. I am who i am not because of me but b/c of you. I dont know what to think, i dnt kno if that is me or you. I evolved, became another species, forced myself into your mold, yet it was not good enough. Never was i good enough. Never ( Read more... )

She is unique, like a rare and beautiful diamond. But a diamond in the rough, one before it is ready. But whether ready or not, a diamond it reamains, it's value prospective and possibel but not yet reached, that level, that age not yet touched. It takes trial and force. Pressure and heat from friction to polish it into what is considered beautiful ( Read more... )

They say christmas is the time of giving, and that the new year that ensues is the birth of something new. I feel that this season i have done both in the most utmost possible way. I have given and am starting anew. I have given something to her, something better than i could ahve ever bought, made,or conjured up. I gave her a chance. I gave her a ( Read more... )

last night i had the most trippiest dream ( Read more... )

Spring Break started out tight, well so far. Friday i chilled w/charly since she was gonna be in colorado till next friday. It was cool, i got to help her pack and all. Then after that me, dave, and sara went chillin w/my friends lacy and katie. It was tight to hang out w/them and all but dave was really annoying me that night. Well, after we were ( Read more... )

well i havent posted in awhile so i thought i should ( Read more... )

today is valentines day, but it kinda sucked. I felt kinda sick and tired all day adn i have a lot of hw. On top of that i got grounded last night, and got into an agrument w/my parents which ended up in my dad telling me that if i wanna act all grown up then he'll take me down like a grown up. It was harsh but i deserved it, b/c i told them i was ( Read more... )

Today was a really good day for the most part. Actually yesterday (Saturday the 12th) was even better. Me and charly :) and dave a sara went to Amedeos and ate and it was so fun. I made charly a really cool card and she kinda cried when she read it. It was a collage of pics of us and stuff that reminded me bout us. Then i made her a cd w/all our ( Read more... )

Today was so tiring and all around a bad day. I am starting to get sick and i have this huge cut in my mouth so i can't talk or eat n e thing! this is gonna be a short post mainly b/c i still have to read a dumb book for english and i also have to read my bible and work on my lesson for thursday for the bible study. Pray for me plz. Ight well i gg ( Read more... )

this weekend was great. i havent posted in a while so i thought i should. Friday was pretty fun, even tho i spent the majority of it w/dave and sara, it was fun tho. I went to charlys and hung out for a lil while. It was fun hanging out with her, since i hadnt in awhile. We went driving and cruising around and racing lol. Saturday was cool, we went ( Read more... )