I think I'm getting sort of depressed again ( Read more... )

Ever meet a walking wounded? One of the living dead? Hello, my name is Meghan.

That's the only way I can explain where I am in my life right now: Uncertain ( Read more... )

There are so many words and emotions that are just so hard to chain down in coherency.  I have found soul shattering love.  Heart clenching, breath racing, passionate, world changing, love. And I have no idea what I have done to deserve the life I have now. I have a wonderful man who loves me... we can spend days in each other's company and not ( Read more... )

Even the sky was overcast... Mourning the loss of a wonderful soul.
As the pastor recited the final goodbyes, the wind kicked up...
The elements were weeping with the spectators.

Is it weird that I get over things so fast?  What if I don't actually feel?

ARGGHHHHH ( Read more... )

Right now I am stressed.... I feel like the house is still in complete disorder and I won't finally be at rest until it's all put together... But there's NOTHING I can do to fix it right now ( Read more... )

The livejournal writer's block question is "what are you afraid of ( Read more... )

TORTURES OF THE DAMNED

I hate myself,
more than I ever let on.
I'm burned out at 22.
I lived too fast and I loved too much and I'll die too young,
but I chose this cup that I drank from.
Knew what I was getting into.
But I couldn't let out what I had to keep in.
I'm ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins,
that I've committed and:

I've made mistakes,
but I'll ( Read more... )