Loaded & Alone.

"I was just sitting and reading a certain article and decided to make a shout out in case anything should ever happen randomly and I dont get a chance to express this ( Read more... )

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
and I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
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So I definetly want to just fucking out myself. Right fucking now. I jsut had to say good bye to THE PEOPLE THAT ACTUALLY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME, and I wanted to lay down and die. I FUCKING AM NOT THE ALCOHOLIC VIOLENT PSYCHO ASS COCK SUCKING CUNT. I'm a kid. how the fuck am I supposed to get anything out of this fucking school. HOW? I'll tell you ( Read more... )

You say you're down on your luck
hey baby, its a long, long way up
hold back now, hold back your fears
you say you're really down and out
and you feel like there's no way out now
let go now let go of your tears some more

How many times have you asked yourself
is this the hand of fate that I've been dealt?
you're so disillusioned this can't be real
and you ( Read more... )

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with high heels.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love hoop earrings.
06. I am a libra.
07. I love beer.
09. I can't live without lip gloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months.
12. I spend money I don't have.
13. I'll be in college forever.
14. I've seen ( Read more... )

Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtorch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep there's no way out
This ( Read more... )

"Last Chance To Lose Your Keys"

I cashed in all my chips tonight and combed my hair till it was just right.
Cause I've been thinking about you and me girl,
and we got something going on.
You told me you can't wait to see me
and then you didn't bother to even show up.
This whole situation is incredibly typical,
I should have seen it all along.
It's girls ( Read more... )

we all need somebody to lean on

so it is official, I got in the next two or three weeks and then I'm off to Idaho. Goodbye.