Last night was great. Miguel came over and I decided to quit trying to be nice about all subjects and to just tell him exactly how I was feeling. I told him it upsets me when he says he will call me back but never does. I told him it upsets me when he doesn't call for days at a time. I told him that while I don't need to see him everyday more ( Read more... )

For the past 6 years of my life every Sunday evening at 8:00 I had dinner with my friends Carrie, Samantha, Charlotte and Miranda. What the hell am I going to do now ( Read more... )

There is a woman I work with who has husband or children, just puppies, and she is always traveling. In the 5 months I have worked here, she has been to Paris twice. I really wonder if I will become that woman. She obviously has the money to spend on things like trips to Paris seeing as how she has no family expenses; will I be the crazy lady ( Read more... )

If you noticed the layout, well, I just realized how NOT pink I am, and how totally blue I am, so yeah ( Read more... )

I never thought I would even think of leaving Texas, but now, well, how does New York sound? I would have to land a killer job; the cheapest apartment I've found in the city is a studio apartment for $785. Maybe I'll just win the lottery. Of course, this move wouldn't happen for some time, it would have to take place over something like 6 months ( Read more... )

One day I'll fly away; leave all this to yesterday.

Sleeping. If you're sleeping, are you dreaming? If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me? Last night I slept next to him, free of cuddling and free of romance. We slept because we were tired. We were tired from talking, we were tired from pouring our hearts out to one another, and we were ( Read more... )

I think I am going to spend my Valentine's day in the peace and quiet of my uncle's ranch. He has invited me to come many times, but I've never gone. Plus, I've really missed seeing him and talking to him. We used to be really close, but drifted apart. Now with Jenn's illness and whatnot we've come close again and began talking again and I love ( Read more... )

So I was going strong this morning, but that energy is beginning to fade, A LOT. I have got to squeeze in a power nap; I just can't go on like this. I think I am going to leave work in like 20 minutes; I already told them that I would be leaving early, but I only said an hour, oh well, I'll go ahead and make it two ( Read more... )

21 is just as great as I thought it would be ( Read more... )

On a Thursday night, with an invite to the Zeta Psi house, I went to bed early and acknowledged that I have a shit load of things to do today ( Read more... )