landon is now almost a year old!....he is the sweetest thing i could ever ask for and i have moved on finally....and his name is Jason...he is so good to me....better than i deserve...and we just found out that we are having a baby together as well!! we are very excited!!

my mom isnt speaking to me and i hate it, she doesnt want to talk about it i ( Read more... )

red lobster is starting to piss me off....everyday i have worked lately thet send me home after i have been there for an hour....fuck them....grrr....today was my 1st day and steak n shake....took some tests watched some movies and got a bunch of free food!:).....i got my eyebrow ring changed today at lil johns...but i think it was bleeding a ( Read more... )

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There is a strong wall about me to protect me:

It is built of the words you have said to me.

There are swords about me to keep me safe:

They are the kisses of your lips.

Before me goes a sheild to guard me from harm:

It is the shadow of your arms between me and danger.

All the wishes of my mind know your name,

And the white desires of my heart

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yesterday...nick and i...and my mom went to eastern to sign up for classes...what a joy<---sarcasism......i signed up for some somewhat hard stuff....but then the lady up there is like i dunno what i can get you because you are signing up so late....i told her that i was a senior...she said it didnt matter...BULL SHIT!....i am a fucking senior..... ( Read more... )

~where should i begin?....well we have been friends so long...and we have gotten so close....you should know that i truely love you by now...if you dont....i am telling you now...i love you.....i dont want to just be friends.....i dont want to just give up.....i wont not now not ever......we have been theough a lot together but for some reason i do ( Read more... )

welp...its been a while since i last wrote....and as i said in my last journal i gots me a new job!...today was my 1st day....omg it sucked.....i mean they arent very organized over there....but i guess i will just hafta get used to it....but i mean a job is a job so yea....its all good....being a waitress isnt so bad....but i have a bit of a ( Read more... )

O.......M.........G.......!!!!!!!!!!...........i think i have a JOB.....YESSSSSSSSSSSSS.....i just talked to this girl who used to cook 4 cantina...her name is heather and she opened a rest in gibsonville and i hafta go talk to her tomorrow about working for her!!!....yesss.....and she doesnt care about piercings cuz she has em herself....this so

i am happy....lol....as funny as it sounds....i am.....im sorry to you for what all has happened but i kno everything is fine....cuz i hear stuff....haha...run run run back....lmao....but its where you belong...:-)....so enjoy it when you get it back..:)....moving on....thursday is getting closer and closer and i am soooo excited...:D.....tonight ( Read more... )

whats wrong?...i just dont kno.....everyone asks and i have nothing to say...i mean what can i say.....i guess i just have a lot going on....but the good thing is thursday is my B-day and i will be 17 and one of my b-day presents from my mom is to get my tongue pierced!....Finally something to look forward to....then i am having a party on sat..... ( Read more... )