new journal.

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last night was fun.
i saw an0nym0us_err0r at office max. and i bought gum there.
then i hung out with nick + joe + lauren + amy[electricvoice] and some other people that were cool and drank. i took alot of pictures !

this weekend was fun. dont feel like describing it, it was the usual blah blah ( Read more... )

attention kids. new screenname:sameoldstarz

((You said this was all you had,
And it's all I need,
But blah blah blah
Because it fell apart. and
I guess it's all you knew,
And all I have,
But now we have,
Only confused hearts. and
I guess all we have,
Is really all we need.))

hi.

since mark never stops calling me/IMing me,today aubrey and I told him that I am moving to LA tommorrow to pursue my acting career. "WHAT!!! aaahhhhh. you have to send me pictures!" HAHA at us being devious, and HAHA at him believing it.

xo
manda

Dear Patrick,
I'm sorry that I coudn't be the one that makes you smile all the time.
I'm glad I was your first mistake though.
Because you won't ever do that again.

you're so stupid that you can't let go of your past and it holds you back from the things that are right in front of you that you've been searching for and that you want, but you won't allow yourself to have. and i care so much, and i want to be with you so bad that it eats me up inside because i can't even begin to describe what it is i feel for ( Read more... )

mom: are you going to the movie w/ patrick?
me: ummm.....no.
mom: what are you getting him for xmas?
me: ummm....nothing.
mom: what happened with you guys? you loved patrick. you were inseperable buddies.
me: whatever.

thanks mom, for making me cry. shit.

so....i had my chem exam today. lets just say....

not good.

anyways, i am dying to go shopping. i have a craving.

i really really really need to put myself in a better mood than i have been in. for my sake and the sakes of the people around me. does that make sense?

i need to meet a nice boy that wont lie to me.

I wanted to put these quotes from the past couple days in here.

Lauren, while we were seeing how many minutes she had left on her phone: 50 + 14...whats that, like 90?
Me: No lauren, thats 64.
Lauren: ohhhh woops!

Patrick: Dude, it would suck to have a baby if you were a virgin.
Me: Patrick...you cant have a baby if you're a virgin.
Patrick: ( Read more... )