My mom and I went half and half on my classes. I paid $300 something, and she paid $200 something. I paid in cash, she wrote a check. The woman at the Hurlburt OW office lost the check..
So does that mean she lost the cash as well?

If so, I'm NOT paying it. I CAN'T. I have $26 to last me 2 weeks [i get paid in 2 weeks.]
Mommy isn't here to help me out ( Read more... )

i painted a tulip tonight ( Read more... )

you're becoming so the same.

you still have my cake pan.
i hope you use it
and i hope that everytime you use it,
you think of that ONE day
that we got along 
and we're okay with each other
the ONE day
that we called each other friends.
and i HOPE that it brings a smile to your face
even if just for a second.

<3

all my life
i've been over the top
i don't know what i'm doing
all i know is i dont wanna stop.

no more ( Read more... )

so many times i imagined how everything would go when someday, someone would ask me to marry him. [not a specific someone, idiots. im a girl, we just do these things.]
and in each scenario, i said yes,

i never practiced how to say no.
no thought was given to how badly it would hurt him.
and myself, as well.

after thinking about it for about 20 seconds, ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm suffocating in this crappy town.

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile in a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you need to get in line
But not this time

I miss my sister.

is that okay?, can I say that?

I still don't know how this all works.

olivias grandma said something last night that i never want to forget.

she said ' don't let the world come between you.'

think about it.

i love you allll